i am xtif hear me roar (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} xtif) wrote,@ 2005-07-15 10:29:00 |
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oh my god, did last night seriously happen?
i woke up to radiohead playing in my head and then my brother actually started playing it in his room, and the series of events that took place last night feel so surreal that it hurts just as much as it would if it felt real.
i was taken out on a date, i wanted to drive my car forever listening to the same radiohead song over and over, i was asked to move to tallahassee, i got asked to leave town with someone else too, i had to block the same person on 5 different screen names, i was hung up on, i was told that i should probably consider killing myself and that i would die a lonely old bitch by someone ive never even met, i was left even more confused because i chose the best (and i actually mean worst) time possible to talk about things (and im frustrated because theres nothing i can do about it), i was able to have a really nice phone conversation after it all until i couldnt stay awake anymore, and then in my fucked up state i was asked to come to the rescue of someone else!
i have NO idea what is going on but my insides feel like they are bleeding acid all over themselves, and I SERIOUSLY MIGHT BE LEAVING TOMORROW AT NOON UNTIL OCTOBER, but what i do know for sure this very moment is that im going to eat some oatmeal!
i woke up to radiohead playing in my head and then my brother actually started playing it in his room, and the series of events that took place last night feel so surreal that it hurts just as much as it would if it felt real.
i was taken out on a date, i wanted to drive my car forever listening to the same radiohead song over and over, i was asked to move to tallahassee, i got asked to leave town with someone else too, i had to block the same person on 5 different screen names, i was hung up on, i was told that i should probably consider killing myself and that i would die a lonely old bitch by someone ive never even met, i was left even more confused because i chose the best (and i actually mean worst) time possible to talk about things (and im frustrated because theres nothing i can do about it), i was able to have a really nice phone conversation after it all until i couldnt stay awake anymore, and then in my fucked up state i was asked to come to the rescue of someone else!
i have NO idea what is going on but my insides feel like they are bleeding acid all over themselves, and I SERIOUSLY MIGHT BE LEAVING TOMORROW AT NOON UNTIL OCTOBER, but what i do know for sure this very moment is that im going to eat some oatmeal!
